hope!

In life, we keep expecting too much from people, ourselves & even from the environment surrounding us.  Sometimes if not always trying to be optimistic, hoping for pleasant news.  That could be a result of our religion, or even culture.  There’s no harm from being neither hopeful nor optimistic. But the tragedy happens when un-expected occurs; something wasn’t planned for or prepared to.  My life & health been consumed on those un-expected events, events that were unbearable and painful.  Few of those times where I felt happy at and at most times I was trying to put on a smiley mask.  However, am grateful to Allah and I do realizes nothing happened for no reason.  It made the girl I’m today “Not perfect” but a girl with good & bad experiences.  A girl who would look back and never is ashamed of her past.  Because each mistake have taught me to be stronger and more cautious in the future.  The last two months been the worst through out my life, just today I’m more convinced that I have to move on.  I should be more focusing now on my health & physical appearance. There are a lot of things in life waiting for me.  I still have to manage not to depend on anyone.

Wish me luck because I need it.  And good luck to everyone. 

welcome the new me!

despite her madness, she’s the source of my joy

it’s an animal, but keeps comforting me

when ever she sees me crying or in a bad status

something to learn from here! hope you’d get it