Yes, I have packed my stuff and moved to my new Home
See ya there

I couldn’t believe it’s Wednesday already, days & weeks passes so quickly.  Still two weeks till my summer vacation starts! I wasn’t excited for my first trip to India, but now I’m to extremist after hearing more about it LOL I’ll try to put my cam & my humble photography skills into use! *gash I’ve been yawning all day*

I just came from AD Mall where I met my friends & had breakfast with them.  it was fun arguing with one of them lol it’s always fun to me to tease her *evil*

anyhoo, am in preparation to move to another position (betta one) but I have to wait for my Division Manager whose I dont know where enjoying his vacation *sigh* I’ve been going for two hours on a daily basis for the current position holder to give me an idea bout the carried tasks.  I hope it’s going to be fun! ouch my back hurts *sniff*

time to move ma ASH! lOl

I dont know if this looks so tempting but it was yumy

no matter how full I’m there

 is always a room for SUSHI! *drooling*

it’s been since I used Photoshop but today I felt like editing this Lady in red photo

here’s the result:

click for larger view

am so bored, Tv is boring too, didnt have ma lunch and am craving a Chinese soup

UPDATE > lol my friends just called wanna meet @ Marina *flirty* it seems they were reading ma thoughts

In life, we keep expecting too much from people, ourselves & even from the environment surrounding us.  Sometimes if not always trying to be optimistic, hoping for pleasant news.  That could be a result of our religion, or even culture.  There’s no harm from being neither hopeful nor optimistic. But the tragedy happens when un-expected occurs; something wasn’t planned for or prepared to.  My life & health been consumed on those un-expected events, events that were unbearable and painful.  Few of those times where I felt happy at and at most times I was trying to put on a smiley mask.  However, am grateful to Allah and I do realizes nothing happened for no reason.  It made the girl I’m today “Not perfect” but a girl with good & bad experiences.  A girl who would look back and never is ashamed of her past.  Because each mistake have taught me to be stronger and more cautious in the future.  The last two months been the worst through out my life, just today I’m more convinced that I have to move on.  I should be more focusing now on my health & physical appearance. There are a lot of things in life waiting for me.  I still have to manage not to depend on anyone.

Wish me luck because I need it.  And good luck to everyone. 

welcome the new me!

despite her madness, she’s the source of my joy

it’s an animal, but keeps comforting me

when ever she sees me crying or in a bad status

something to learn from here! hope you’d get it

Each one of us has this bad habits they practice it so often, it might be observed by own individual or by others. Of course am pointing at the ones that have bad impact on individuals & people surrounding you. You know deep inside it’s bad and you want to change it, but you simply cant because in the end it’s a habit. Giving up on those bad habits requires great well & a goal. The worst habit that can fall in that category is SMOKING, Addiction on drugs & Drinking.

OK! have you ever listed your bad habits? .. if you answered with yes, did you ever tried to change any of it?

Here are my worst habits and lets hope it will be changed soon

1. Eating without feeling hungry.
2. I always have this frown look on ma face for no reason.
3. Spending loads of money on useless stuff.
4. I never apologize *and if it’s happened that I apologized to you, you should be thankful*
5. Eating Chocolate ALL the time *I mean ALL the TIME*
6. Am a stubborn to the max even with myself.
7. Being to honest that I could hurt others. It cud be described as being RUDE too

the list go on…

I think some are connected with the mood, and some are just part of who I’m.. Some I learnt to live with, and some I have to change if I was welling to live healthy, wealthy & among normal people.

time to go to bed, it’s 2:45 am already ..

listening to Lithium by Evanscene watch the video Thank you Ansam for recommending the song